2008
22/10/2008
Well I really want to do a long post. But to be honest not a lot has happened :( I started an online mmorpg (a free one) called anarchy online which is bloody awsome, taking up ALL my free time lol. it's bloody awsome and met some great people in the game, been playing it for about 1-2 weeks. Also got into a guild (peoples republic of rubi-ka... prrk for short) and there a great bunch of poeple really freindly, as a result of this my bodyclock has turned american lol wake up at 6 pm go to bed 4am roughly :p Still havn't got a job.. kind of sucks being poor and I still owe my auntie £1700 :S but at least I am surviving on JSA at the moment £ 40 a week :o shocking I know. I havn't been exactly looking as hard as I could have been, but oh wel, something will show up, I generally land on my feet. creating loads of websites, breaking into loads of computers, playing lots of AO. pretty much what my life entails atm. Alex went on a holiday to somewhere in greece which she said was awsome. and is planning on doing the vodka train in september next year, and wants me to come along. I think I will if I can geet the funds together by then. it goes from london through russia, then down through thailand and alex wants to backpack auzz before heading home, which sound like a lot of fun ^.^ well yea thats about all the news I have. I guess I'll leave you with that for now. peace out (-.-)___\/m
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06/10/2008
Wow years up already... and what have I acheived :S well still no luck on the job front.. kind of sucks. However there was some good news today, after trying to get a debit card for at least 2 years (lack of ID) I caused a huge fuss in the bank last week, got an interview today, and now have a debit card in the post... yey It's a shame it took so damn long and me to cause such a stir to finally get a debit card, but hopefully it'll make things a bit easier (direct debit for rent, ability to shop online etc.) well only a short post today, Hope all is good in your lives, byez.
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22/09/2008
Today I took salvia (salvia divinorum) for the uninformed of you it's a legal high thats sweeping the internet and england. It has no long term affects and is not adictive. Salvia induces short (10-20 min) intense holucinations. About 3 mins after smoking it from a bong I began to see things differently, the trees were so more detailed and everyone (who were sitting at a table near me) seemed so far away. in my mind it was like they knew the awnser (don't ask me what the question was) and I was the one finding out the awnser. Alough I never found it out or the question it felt like I was connected to them not physicly but on a more mental level. Well not a lot to say, the "trip" was definatly intense, hard to explain. but very meaningfull to myself, I got some awnsers that I was looking for. and I would deffinatly recomend it to anyone thats in control of their mood. would only ever do it in a good mood as there are cases of bad trips :S well thats all I have to say on it, definatly a life experiance and something I would try again for "enlightenment" well I hope this helps anyone who would like to try or is thinking on trying this recriational high
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21/09/2008
It would seem that I have neglected to tell you that I lost my job (about 3 weeks ago now) so there it is. with that out of the way. I AM looking for a new one, possable in a clothes shop, being the fashion whore that I am, and even to I am good with computers/web design/security etc. I realised it's more of a hobby than a job. We'll see whatever happens happens. Getting my first loads of JSA tommorow (job seekers allowance) so gonna buy some "salvia divinorum" youtube for some vids supposed to induce 5-10 min intense hollucionations, I'll let you all know what it's like. Also supposed to be seeing Alex but think I might take a rain check, not that I don't want to see her, just that when I do since we... (we meant loosley) have so many freinds obviously a lot of them tag along, personally I don't have the time of day for them at the moment, Alex I do, but everyone else... kind of doing my head in. SO thats the plans and pretty much all thats happened. byedey bye for now
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16/08/2008
SO been a while... again, yea yea I know lol. loads has happened since the expodition/adventure. too much for one blog post unfortunatly. Wednesday a few weeks ago I went to mud (alternative nightclub) and my dirty ex cheating slut fran showed up (the one who's spreading chlamydia, don't worry I got it fixed) so yea she ended up sleeping around arions, my best mates. No idea what happened and I'm sure I'll never find out... kind of a bummer. As you can guess I was a little angry and ended up in a fight :S yea probably not the best of ideas when drunk, busted up my hand :( but still better off than him. Also Arions birthday on sunday (figured I'd be a good mate and come along, turned out to be full of the people from school (the people I hated) I left school a year early as they made life hell, so yea I left early, obviously. I ended up dancing on the roof of a church (covered in scaffolding and planks) for about an hour pissed, porbably not the safest of activities, but bloody fun. It's amazing what you think is a good idea drunk :S and well yea thats all for now. hopefully more will happen in life soon, getting kinda bored of being a bum with too much free time. bye
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07/09/2008
I know it's a bit late, but better late than never hehe. Once in Arunde3l I stayed at Alex's for 2 days, first night slept on the floor, second night with Al. (no intercourse... were bets mates you dirty b*stards lol) and as sad as it is I really do like the whole pillow talk/just comfort that comes with sleeping with someone else (damn now I sound camp lol) but yea Arundel was great, and made a new mate "Ben" who really fancys Alex, unfortunatly she's not into him. Kinda sad cos he's awsome. ok well thats the majority of the Arundel trip out. I have been tapering my ears for the past 3 days, went up to 2mm for a day then streched to 3mm, I know your not supposed to stretch to quick. well (-.-)___,|,, nothing bad has happened, no blowout all went well. think I will stay at 3mm for a few weeks then move up to 4mm hopefully end up about 5mm or 6mm. also today was my first "straight edge" day, quit smoking and drinking. WOW damn it's been hard! 6 years of constant binge drinking and chain smoking (I was a HEAVY smoker) so yea hopefully that'll go well. well another long post.. they do seem to be at the moment! (oh still no job, but don't mind as much now) so bye bye
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05/09/2008
I decided it was a good idea to go on an adventure, and I was right! so the adventure was to walk from bognor to arundel which is about 9 miles away. Google recently updated it's maps to include walking and recond it would take 3 hours. BOY were they wrong. so I started walking ended up somewhere (on a dual carrigeway) and found a footpath next to it wich was butiful trees and stuff. asked some guy for directions and he said that I'd have to get back on the road (bad idea) I thought I would be cocky and walk through a feild (which looked parrallel) how wrong was I turns out I went past arundel and was back on the road by about 5 miles (according to the road sign) so I walked back along the road and found a footpath across the road, decided to take it (mistake no. 2) which led to a nature reserve basicly like a forest and there were dirt trackes along the way and sign posts anout every 10 meters. I figured they would have directions of where I was or something, but no. all directions said "public footpath" like every 10 meters. OMG. so afret the feild and horse feilds and stuff I ended up in siddlesham. some person in a bar gave me directions which I figured was a pretty good idea (mistake no. 3) after walking for ages I saw another (seen 3 previously) sign saying "public bridleway" didn't think of it at first but wondered what the hell they were. then there was a sign next to it saying "preserved place of outstanding natural beauty". Damn I said that means it's one of the prettyest places in England, so I had a look, They were right it was butifull trees and hills and animals the clouds parted to let the sun beam on this view (WOW it was damn beautiful) then a butterfly hit me in the face, I figured I wasn't meant to be there so moved on, later down the road there was another public footpath howeer on this public footpath was loads of goats so I picked some blackberries and sat and ate them with the goats, actually stroked them like I was at one with nature lol. So on with the travels, asked some guy with a huge red mohawk for directions, turned out he was australian so we had a chat. The directions he gave me were about 2 miles north of arundel TINY road with no footpath and I was pinned against a tree as a huge truck went past (why he was driving down that road I'll never know) it was seriously about 3mm away from my head, I thought I was going to die. so at the roundabout 2 miles north of arundel (so the sign said) the road was exactly the same the way south (I think) to arundel, nearly died another 2 times but scattered along the path were some of the prettyest sights I have ever seen. eventually I made it to arundel at 2:30. so thats 8 to 2:30, 6 and a half hours walking to get to arundel (without a map or compas) best damn adventure so far. well this blog is too long atm, but I spent 2 days in arundel and just got home so I will post the rest of my mini adventure later, peace
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26/08/2008
This weekend was awsome, spent saturday with kiri, in her room. just chilling, chatting shit burgur king & mcDonnalds (really healthy) then sunday wen to brighton with kiri (the best place in the world) and saw a wall full of plaster cast vaginas (in a sex art gallery) which was entertaining, the I went to Alex's in Arundel just to chill out, and back to brighton again on monday with Alex, which was amaaaaazing, always have a good time with her over there, chatting shite, shoppng, coffee, playing, and just generally having fun. I also stayed over hers on monday night :S kinda scared to go home since I havn't told mum that I have got fired yet (incase I didn't tell you I got fired on friday) so yea I am going to go home at about 3'ish (when Alex starts work) and... well... we'll see, kinda shitting bricks. gotta be done I guess, hold you head up high and things wil turn around, they always do and I'm pretty good at bouncing back. Seen a couple of job vacancies so hopefully something will become of that, stil unsure what I will end up doing, havn't really found my "calling"... well long enough post as usual, I'l let you all know how it goes.
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23/08/2008
Well, it's been quite an active time. Arion got back from his 3(ish) month tour of china, thailand, auzz etc. and we decided to catch up at the pub... baaad idea, hev showed up too and said that she had found this site and wanted a mention so here it is. HI HEV. on with the story after a few drinks and catching up we ended up at goo (alternative night at mud club) yet another BAD idea, loads of fun loads of drink. didn't show up to work the next day untill about 11 ish (usually start at 7). went in friday and did the whole day, at the end of the day shane (not my boss) said they'd have to "let me go" he had spent the day at my bosses most of the day who was taking a week off. not too sure if he was joking or telling the truth??!?! naturaly I'm kinda worried, do I go in on tuesday and ask wtf is going on or phone on monday (bank holiday) and leave a message asking wtf is going on, or just not show up (the probability of me being fired is high, tbh). DAMN! havn't gone out this weekend, obviously kinda worried about my financial situation etc. etc. phoned alex she's rather good at cheering up/general advice/calming down situations. Still havn't told my mum and not really too sure on how to break it to her :S . tommorow (sunday) I'm supposed to be going to Alex's for a barbeque stay the night and go to brighton for bank holiday monday, which I am uber excited about but in the back of my mind still worrying about my finances. loads more has happened, but thats the most promenent thing. There happens to be a recession in england at the moment meaning there are fuck all jobs and fuck all money anywhere, not making my situation any better. This post is long enough, so I am off to get pissed and stoned and forget I exist. seems like the best option right now (forget about everything), so fuck it, post later
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11/08/2008
Well that weekend went quick. ABSOLUTLY broke ass but on friday I managed to get together £14 and get absolutly shitfaced at EVOL night (metal/alternative) don't really remember a thing, which is probably for the best! saturday went to chi with Alex and family + Kennan & Christine so that was awsome albeit hungover. Sunday Damien came around and we basicly had a big geekout hacking chatting, coding etc. and well now it's monday night. damn all goes too fast. Mum has planned a "family" night at playzone which is like a jiant jungle gym for aldults YEY well we'll see how that goes. nothing much to blog about really just a quick status update.. so yea, keep chill :D
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05/08/2008
Well it seems like the year is almost up :( £2000 in debt to my aunt, shoul donly take 10 months to pay back which isn't too much really. Well I don't know what to say, eeverything seems weird, no apparent reason why it just does. My boss said something strange that I have "grown up, in a matter of weeks" not too sure what he meant by that or if it's even a good thing!?!? just kind of shocked me. uhmm I was supposed to met up with Lex for geekyness and beer down the pub but he didn't phone and I couldn't get a hold of him >.< this happens to be the biggeest thing that gets on my nerves about ANYONE if you make plans fucking stick to them. not phoning or showing up or meeting... whatever just don't make the plans and waste other peoples time, this is the whole reason I made "the alex bashers" a facebook group dissing Alex (because she NEVER phones, when arranged).. grrr I can't explain my anger or why it annoys me soo much, it just does. I ended up spending the night on msn with Alex's G/F and she seems nice. down to earth etc. Don't wana go _there_ since she's a mates g/f but I recon we could be mates, which is always good. yea no news really, jst wanted to blog somewhat. Yea so, good bye, chat later and have a great time :)
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29/07/2008
Today I did as planned.. fuck all :D it was great. in the morning (11:00) woke up, ended up going for coffee with Emme, Alex, Mads, James, Rocky and others wich was nice, love going for coffee and catching up with everyones lives. It seems like noone spends as much time together anymore like in school. I guess it still kinda bums me out but nothing I can do about it I guess, just get on thats life. Sonya and Ken came down (Alex's grandparents, sort of) It was kewl to meat them after hearing years of storys and they were awsome people. Then I also got to finally see Alex's home (works in a youth hostle and travels a lot) which is a rarety. on the way back James (mads's b/f who can drive) reversed into a tree and smashed his back windscreen which sort of brought a downer on the mini adventure, understandably. and well thats about it loafed round home smoking & watching films. I say an awsome day. On other news I am not sure what to do. Dad has offored for me to stay with him in auzz to study etc. Alex want's to go travelling, I'm seriously contemplating joining the army, all my mates who are in it say it's awsome and it sounds like a right experiance. Stay in my dead end job paying cheap rent with an easy lifestyle. Try to find a decent job and settle down. I mean how do people decide what to do with there lives? it's a tricky one I'll give it that! well thats enough for today, I'll probably be posting everyday this week since I'm on holiday :D byeeee
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28/07/2008
Well.. a lot has happened, so hopefully in order. I got a new laptop YEY, sony vaio tz, 1.33 dual core, 2 gig ddr2 ram, 150gig HDD wireless a/b/g/pre-n bluetooth 2.0 and yea it's pretty damn awsome, best of all it's only 11.1" so can cary it anywhere and light as hell (I imagine hell is light). next HBHcon was this weekend which totally owned, only one day this year but still learnt a lot best speech was deffinatly system_meltdown's SQL talk. Won the competition 3'rd year running, cheese gave out the url at the beggining of the day so I was doing the challenge whilst the talks were going on (and also watching/listining to the talks) didn't realise we wern't supposed to :P also everyone was trying to sql inject the page no (which did work) to get and crack a hash, an easier way was to abuse the complaint form (contact me form) to get the username/pass emailed to you in plaintext :p sneaky I kno. then today (monday) I went back to brighton to hang with Alex which was awsome, glad we been hnging out more recently, she always manages to make everyone feel great and is just generally a cool person :p now I have a whooooole week off (booked a holiday) to just loaf around in bed and do generally fuck all. chat later.
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21/07/2008
What an awsome weekend :D Friday - Lex came over we ended up down a pub till closing then drinking at mine then a mini adventure/walk (drunk) which was awsome. Surprised we wern't arrested lol. Saturday - Went to a mates gig at a tiny little pub which was awsome, a little strange but awsome none the less. They used to play metal and metalica covers etc. now they've turned funk/jazz was a nice change. after that we headed to the william hardwicke and had a couple then on to sheiks (nightclub on the peir) damn I so nearly got laid... I think. well this chick (said loosly with beer goggles :p) started getting off with me, and well.... I threw up. like srysly damn sucks, wasn't even drunk or on drugs or anything. I swear she mst've had poison on her lips or summin. damn, good job really cos I heard after that she wasn't all that hot, honestly I wasn't exactly looking at her face and I've been single since christmas... lol take what I can get, shallow I know. got a problem with it then (-.-)___,|,, Sunday - Alex came down and we just hungh out in chichester didn't really do a lot just catching up etc. coffee, food bar, usual stuff and well that was my awsome weekend. next weekend HBHcon WOOOOOOOOT and I took a week off of work holiday, just for good measure :p so untill next time - keep it cool
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16/07/2008
Well... interesting, usual daily rounds, wake up, work, home expecting to go to bed. However after check my e-mails and adding to the links secion I stumbled across my ex's new bands myspace page. SRYSLY there AWSOME and seeing pictures of her, it's soo long ago, she's probably forgotten me :( it's quite sad that people grow up and fall apart, really sad. But I guess I'm happy for her awsome band and still an awsome person :D just a sham I couldn't spend more time with her. anyway heres the url to the band http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=368961905 their called "the british robots" well thats it for today, night folks.
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08/07/2008
Same old at work, no news there. But after work mum decided that it'd be a good idea to go to pizza hut as a "family", since me and kiri arn't talking it was quite an arquard situation, as you can imagine. On other happier news. mr_cheese (owner of hellboundhackers) has asked if I would give a talk. woot. however he doeswn't want me to give a talk on hacking. like wtf, thats all I know. so having a little difficulty coming up with something to demonstrate etc. I know it'll all go well in the end. well just a short update. peace.
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07/07/2008
Today was pretty unproductive. Work, delivery takes the piss, like srysly. Went home and made the contact me page. looks like gas masks are quickly becoming my online persona lol.. there just so awsome and look so techno, plus I don't need any photos of myself. I'm not ugly (most of the time) I just don't like being photographed, whats wrong with that? then watched the last 2 disks of Skins season 1 damn I love that t.v. show it brings back good memorys of teen life :p well not really any news just trying to get into some kind of blogging rythem again. laters.
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06/07/2008
as you can see nanoy's back which is awsome :D unfortunatly the old host "Angel towns" died along with the website and me being a tard didn't make backups. So nanoy had to be rebuilt from scratch. news... since theres like a shitload missing now. Still in the same job nothing new there yea not really a lot has changed. went to a rave in the woods which was awsome. drugs galore EVERYWHERE like omfg! awsome music, awsome people, awsome place went on till like 4am. comps been upgraded a lot now got ethernet (about bloody time too) dual monitors (absolutley pwn) and various other little additions. My sisters b-day today got her perfume but not really speaking to her atm as she is doing my head in. Basicly she came into my work to do some accounting shit and didn't go back to her work after, so when I went there to get a lift home she wasn't there. my aunt (her boss) phoned my house, my mum (covering for kiri) said that shane had a go at her (shane works with me and he didn't) so kay's spole to shane who in turn is givin me greif about it, Kiri is avoiding work as much as possable. and I still get no lift home. yea I'm selfish for wanting a lift home but I shouldn't be getting shit for kiri's fuck up, hence why I'm pissed at her. hope you got all that lol. I finally got a pay rise :p from less than minimum wage to what I should've been getting (£ 5.25 an hour) and got re-imbersed for what I wasn't payed about £ 300 so thats the deposit on a laptop which I'm still planning on getting. oh that reminds me of my credit card dilema. SOOOOOO I currently have an abby national saver account and I need to change it to a debit card (get direct debits, increase credit rating, get a flat) simple task you would think. Think again, so I wen't down there with: expired passport, expired australian driving liscence, letters from them, birth certificate, letter from my boss saying I am who I am, letter from my landlord (my mums name is different to mine due to remarrage), letter from the NHS, my P60 (don't really know what it's for but they wanted it) + other things and they STILL wan't me to go to the IRS and get a "tax coding conformation" like srysly WTF I swear they are taking the piss >.< so yea thats the bank dilemma. on good news apparently married couples get benefits like tax breaks and that kind of thing, well I was on the train with Alex (female) and we came up with the idea of marrying for that reason since it's only £ 45 at the registry office. So I am gonna look into it and yea I recon it's a good idea. well I've typed a lot, a lot has happened I'm sure I'll keep filling you all in. chat soon.
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05/07/2008 well this is the new website for now theres a lot of news to tell you but I am just getting this online and making it functional again. stay tuned whilst everything comes together
