Just a amall update. I am sure you are all sick of reading this, but I would just like to get my point across. England fucking sucks. more precisely Bognor Regis. Never, I mean NEVER come here. Everyone here want's to leave, we are all looking to get out, it is the waiting room of earth. I hate it with a passion. I always have and I always will. If I ever get the chance to leave it will be accepted in a second. Well thats all, just to let you know. Oh yeah and everythings good, all are well, work is good. no problems what-so-ever, happy etc. just wanted to tell you all that. byeeeeee
Ok the resolutions Section is gone.... Lets face it no-one sticks to their resolutions lol. Ummm why am I blogging again... oh! yeah, so since the start of my new buisness venture I have been worked to the bone making sites. It's awsome such a kewl job. still have my window job for a weekly wage which is kewl, starting to get used to it now. I know I have been there like 7 months, but it takes a while for me to get used to these kinds of things. Well I don't know why I just had an urge to blog, damn it feels good... well I hope you are all good, having fun on NANOY, enjoying life. I'm done (short blog I know).
Now I have the computer sorted, apps installed and pretty much everything running how I like it I have started to re-appear in the computer community. Started chatting to some really cool people with some good ideas and working on lots of projects with various pplz. Also set a new record for myself and broke into A server consisting of 787 sites!, w00t better than my last one XD. so what else, yup nothing. work tommorow, then get home an code like a mofo. cya. >^.^<
Damn it's been 2 months since I last posted !!! omfg. so lets get straight to buisness :S Firstly I am back. I blew up my old computer :( accidently and HAD to get a new one I now have a duel core 2 gig DDR2 awsome beast (you should have seen what I was using before :p) been 1 week with it now, still installing all da kl stuff, got some websites on the go for some clients. Got some challenge ideas on paper Your gonna enjoy them XD. Got a new website www.rossmarkham.com primararily for my webdesign/security auditing buisness. Still in my Window job, but meh! hopefully things are coming together. got to pay off the rest of this comp (£150) so that should be sorted in about 2-3 weeks. Good job I was saving for that laptop really XD well thats it for now. Luv ya. Peace.
Weird thing, just before I started to wright this, korn - am I going crazy, came on. Why is this weird? You'll soon find out. As you know I have been up and down constantly (in the mood kind of sence) So why? exactly, I have no idea. One minute I love everyone the next I hate them, one minute I want to do things and make something of myself, the next I feel like I should just crawl into a cave and hibernate. So what the f**k is going on. Can I change anything? if not - then what is the point of me being here, if so - how? Am I going crazy? I am sick of it. yet at the same time I love it. Since I am broke (surprise, surprise) and I figure I need counseling, alough it didn't work before (just cos I didn't go to school, apparently I needed anger management?!??!) maybe it'll work this time. I am out of ideas. first surround myself with people - didn't work, then get rid of everyone - guess what, didn't work. Then quit drinking - didn't work, drink accessivly - didn't work. patch some software and relese advisarys - nothing, break into and destroy some computers (however fun it was) no change. taking up a new hobby, learning different subjects, changing my apperance, changing my workout regime (none to exercising) still nothing. I wish Derren Brown would just mysteriously (for effect) walk up behind me, slap me on the head and everything was normal. Yeah this is too long as it is. And yeah I know it must seem selfish as there are pplz starving in thirld world countrys, deaths from wars, child prostitutes and a million other things wrong with the world. But meh I don't give a fuck, yet at the same time I do....
Alright here I go, long time since last post as allways! funny thing is I havn't been doing all that much. work, sleep, repeat. Work = 7am - 5pm £5.25 per hour (I know shit as hell). As you may have noticed I have been a little screwed up recently. Well I have been watching/reading a lot of motivational, self-help modern improvement stuff. One common theme which all of these seem to have is puting yourself out there. (for an example http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVYNoNR6VUk) SO...... I have helped all my m8's (at my expense) and most of them have new jobs with a decent wage and are happy, however now I have no mates. That means I have all the time in the world to improve myself!?!??! well at least try. Now to the point, I am putting myself out there, ummmm here :p If anyone wants to give me a Job, decent wage (enough to pay the bills and do stuff on the weekend) and possable the black macbook 13" 200gig HD 2gig ram I am happy to relocate and live wherever as long as I get to live on computers, doing webdesign, php coding, security auditing, server management, anything good like that (not data-entry). now you know what I want heres what I can give you! I am a hard worker, very punctual (hate to be late) good with managing money!?! umm well thats about it. well this post is a bit long, so I guess it'll have to end here, but look falward to more, theres plenty in stock! :P peace out.
WOOOOOHOOOOO I have the internet back! hopefully things might start happening here again :D can't post much (gotta go down the pub) will keep you informed tho, peace
I know, I know. I never update this blog anymore. shut the fuck up! I don't have time atm and my internet is fuxxor3d. well enough of that. reecently in the life of Ross. hmmmmmm, well valentines day, nothing. ummmm yeah loads of work, loads of pub, little money. still saving for the mac powerbook. But it looks like that won't be for quite a while. Alex is back with Ash, damn he's a prick! so seeing little of them. I decided to hook up the old retro PS1, now I am addicted again to Final Fantasy 8 :p well thats it for now, I will try to get online more often, once I find out the problem with this wireless.
Damn this blog is looking kinda empty :S well maybe thats because nothing has happened. lol. well the desk in my room is nearly finished and should be complete by the end of today (it's currently 7:00AM) so the hack room will be AWSOME!. I am still looking for a new job, as my current one is shit. So shit infact I would rather be licking goatse's for a living :D. ummm, on sundeay me and some m8's are supposed to be going ice-skating, but I think I willl be too broke, surprise, surprise. and next week going to see fallout boy live, WOOT. well thats it for this little update. have fun!
Ok I know I havn't posted in AGES, quit your bitching, I don't give a shit. now were over that, what have you missed. I have seen Tenatious D live, it was AMAZING. Christmas was kinda shit, got pissed with family, usual shit. new-years was awsome we all got pissed at the star (a pub in havant) that alex and alan (her most recent boyfreind are the landlords for) not much else really. I have a few things to code for thew site, so hopefully there will be some updates to come. well short post but at least I posted. Till next time, Ross.